5th September

风的孩子1

Sometimes, just want to be alone in a quiet place.
And tried to calm myself down.
No one calls, no one is on my mind.
Let me understand the world doesn't change a bit without me
Though I found it back eventually.
tomorrow, I'll be back with a posititive attitude.
How can we let the low tide swallow us without fighting?
Waited for almost one hour to finally get a Taxi,
When I couldn't get rid of this thought.
But I was thinking
tomorrow. I'll be back with big smiles
I was thinking:

And tomorrow
Tomorrow.
I don't think so.
But fighting for what?
Forgot purse, car key, credit card in a public place.
So, I wrote about how I felt now.
Let me try to accept all these things I desire are not belong to me
So. I listened to my favorites song,
By then,
And how to get rid of this feeling that something bad is coming and nothing really makes me feel happy?
And tried to be my own therapist.
Let me forget about the world for a while
will I find the so called 'Inner Peace'
How far a negative enery can go?
Broke my favorite mirror,
Maybe sometimes, One person's life is jumping from one shit hole to another.
In the morning
Unpleasant things happened: